hiiii 
its the first day of finals .... luckily this is my easiest day of finals, its just two presentations. we have two finals everyday for four days so i have friday off, whoopie! 
also did you guys know i have an avlible f2u template? u should go check it out hhehehe..
helllooooo everyone! my finals are coming up and im super stressed. if you dont know what finals are/dont live in america its big test for a whole week that are an hour and 45 minutes each. theyree usally cumultive and very hard, we do it twice a year for all of highschool (and sometimes in middle school, i did) 
its very stressful and junior year is hard. i wish i could do anything but study! ive been studying at least 6 hours a day, for the past week or so..... ughfghgfhfghfghfgh i still feel very unprepared
hello everyone i hope your doing well! lately ive been pretty stressed about school. 
but who isnt, right? ahahahaha... anyway this website is consantly on on-and-off haiutus because of that lol. im ranked 6 in my year with a 4.33 weighted gpa and 1500 sat, on top of that i do modeling for one of the biggest agencys in the world. but i still lack in a single friend. i have my boyfriend, but thats it (not complaining in anyway, i love him sosososo much) 
but im super-duper lonley at school, which is why i put everything into studying.. there isnt anything else for me to do. im in clubs but dont know anyone in them, (yes, ive already tried to approch people) so it can be pretty lonley, i like to code here when i can but im often tired. i think part of it is a languge barrier tbh.. im white passing so people have less paitince with my accent and trouble with words but english isnt my first languge ! ahhhhaahhhhh when will people realize being asian doesnt just look one way.. 
but this blog isnt about other people! its about me :) im not sure if anyone reads these but it feels good to get it off my chest and into the world
Its the last day of winter break! I do nawtttt wanna go back to school... Im a super acedemic person and ranked top ten in my school, so its a bit stressful for me. 
but i had a super great winter break! me and my boyfriend got to go on a date after christmas that was super-duper fun!!!!! for christmas i got a lot of stuff that im really greatful for, including a calico critter set 
of course, everything has its ups and downs and i also experinced a lot of that with my medical. if you didnt know i have severe POTS and EDs, and am suspeced to have endomitiosis, im very open about it. For 5 weeks straight i had non-stop bleeding and it was hard to even move sometimes, if this happens to you it is not normal! they cant do much here in america but always get in touch with your womens healthcare if something similar happens 
i also orderd a new book, its "elvis and me", by priscilla presley. i really loved the movie (and ive been told i look like callie spaney, hehe) so i decided i would read the book.. maybe i should make a book review page since i read a lotttt. i read at school, in bed, at work, hospitals,, etc.. 
aNYWAY HAPPY 2026! may all your wishes come trueeee!@
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junior year; semifinals
life and school; when your acedemic (and lonley)
Last day of winter break
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